Hi fan, I’m blogging today not only because it’s long over do but I also have something to come clean about.

For the past few months I’ve been loosing site of my original direction and goals. Always being aware of every last detail is sometimes my biggest downfall but also the very thing that has helped me be successful.

I’ve been ‘dating’ and becoming emotionaly involved with two men (seperately) this is what has distracted me from being the best performer I can be and also stiffled my creative outpoor. AHHHHHHHH it’s so frustrates me… but NOW today I have turned it. This was clear today in every sense of the word but also I’ve known it all along.

It’s not love I’m looking for IT’S security and that’s something I need to provide. I work hard when I work and do it with a distinctive unmatched style. So what now?

I’m booking a ticket to sweet home Chicago, I need to remove myself and refresh. L.A. is my new home and I love it but sometimes we all need a little break from the indulgent lifestyle that is Los Angeles and the magnificent crew of fairytale characters I hang out with.

My advantage at this point is experince, in life and business. My looks aren’t hurting me ( ) and my personality sells.  Soooo look out, I’m bad and ready to tear things up!

I won’t say anything more at this point about future plans, as I’m not sure what will happen tomorrow BUTT I know with a smile on my face and a swagger in my step I’ll rise like the the mother fucking phoenix!

blog ya later

xoxo

Mo XXX

Friday night was just like any other, Olivia and I put on our cutest dresses and headed out for a night on the town. After jumping from one club to the next we ended up at an after hours party, it happened to be the same house party we both attended new years eve. We continued to drink and dance the night away. When the party died down I found myself curled up on a couch with this handsome young man and we crashed.

I was woken up by him stirring around and now the sun was up his i-phone alarm started to go off and we both yawned and stretched. It was a little chilly in the house and I noticed every once in awhile he would shiver a little. We continued to mess around a little then he mentioned we should hit up the hot tub before he left for work and while everyone else was still asleep, I couldn’t agree more at this point.

Naked and cold we stepped in and before anything worth mentioning happened my companion went into a full epileptic seizure in the hot tub. He went under the water immediately and I retched down under his arms and pulled him up. He was flopping everywhere and were both still in this hot tub soaking wet and naked VERY SLIPPERY I couldn’t hold him and he slipped back under water but this time he was not seizing anymore he was still and blue and had blood coming from his face. I reacted as quickly as I could and struggled to get this boy out of the hot tub. I finally was able to push him out of the water and that’s when he started to seizure again but not for very long he was flailing around in a result split his head open in many places. Now I’m out of the water holding this bleeding wet man and he stopped seizing again but now he was purple and blue and his eyes wide open and turning pink and red…..he wasn’t breathing anymore. I screamed for help and kept screaming no one came, I was trying to get the water out of his lungs and kept calling his name out “no you cant be dead you cant do this to me  no no no no” screaming and holding his lifeless wet body. Then suddenly he made a gurgling noise and I kept talking to him. Slowly and very slowly he started to come around but had no idea about anything that had happened or who he or I was. I had grabbed a towel that was at arms length and tried to control as much of the bleeding as possible. Finally I was able to get him up and back into the house.  

I have to stop telling the story for now as it starts to involve places and people that don’t need mentioning. However I’ll close on this.

This was hands down the most traumatic and awful thing that has ever happened to me and to say that it will leave a lasting impression on me is an understatement, when I close my eyes thru out my day its the picture of this man underwater and blue that I see. I hope that no one ever has to experience this who might be reading today. I’m forever a changed girl now and probably wont be doing allot of swimming this year. Please if you are epileptic let people know around you, this is not something to be embarrassed about and it could help save your life.

The reason this individual had a seizure was because of lake of sleep and he had not taken his meds in two days. After finding all this out I would love nothing more than to slap the shit out of this guy for being so stupid and putting me thru this. However I’m just glad he’s alive and well.

its good to be home

I’ll be shooting again in just a few weeks and want to do a scene with a fan! If  you think you got what it takes and live in the L.A. area email a short bio with a pic and tell me why you want to do a scene with me!

tsmorganbailey@gmail.com

I’ve been in the chi since st. patty’s day and have got to spend alot of time with the fam. I’ve got a few new little additions to my wrist tattoos and got a good session in on my foot. Before returning to cali I’m crossing my fingers and will hopefully get my arm worked on(it’s been two years) and I’ll finally finish my fish on my left butt cheek. lol sounds like alot.

I’m pretty excited to get back to cali, I miss the warm sun. I have to ad that nyc and chicago haven’t been so bad weather wise. I’ve decided that I’ll be spending most of June and July between toronto nyc and chicago, if there are any east coast cities that you’d like to see me stopping in at let me know!

All my love

Morgan

I gotta say now I’m a little offended.

I love all my fans but have no time for whiny weenies

especially if the leave bs comments and then never respond

I mean c’mon you give me shit for not posting enough but you can’t even take a sec to reply to the personal email i sent you which I don’t get in the habbit of doing I might ad.

Oh Well

You don’t want to miss this!

I’ve been a busy girl
Shooting alot with Jasy and recently did a hardcore with newbie Ashley George. She’s a great girl and I’ve so enjoyed getting to know her. Aside from travelling consistantly since october it’s nice to be in one place at least for the next two weeks.
March 4th is the Tranny Awards here in L.A.
and I’ll be presenting and accepting an award so make sure you come out and join in the festivities! I may be the worst speech giver in the world so it should be hysterical.

Now that I’m home I’ve been doing a little relaxing, have had great weather recently soI’ve found myself at the beach twice in the last week. I think I’m going to start looking for a place closer to the water. I’m kinda over hollywood. I originally picked this place to live because I was so close to everyone but I hardly hangout with the same cats anymore so it’s kinda silly to live somewhere when I’d rather be elsewhere…..right? Anyway just a thought.

I’m planning on being in scotsdale and phoenix alot in march, then san fran before my b-day in April. I haven’t been to northern cali in such a long time I’m very excited about getting up there!

I’m off to clean and smoke pot lol, oh shit it’s thursday again COBRA! I guess I should find something cute to wear….time to go shopping.

xoxo
Morgan

Hey everybody I’m in New York shooting with Jas and I have fallen in love….with this city! I’ll be coming back here often as I can, everyone that I’ve met has been so cool and this is such an inspirational place. No worries cali kids I love my place in studio city as much if not more. We leave tomorrow afternoon as some opportunities have presented themselves back west. That being said I’m so excited to go home and see my kitty and friends!

If you haven’t joined my site yet you need to! Theres tons of new content being shot now and a few new sets just went up, I’ll be focousing on alot of hardcore and pin-up girl solo sets. Theres also some hot water sports and pretty toes for your viewing and stroking pleasure.

xoxo

let me know what y0u think

I just arrived last night in Chicago and it’s freezing! lol I expected that tho, it’s also very beautiful! I now can say I appreciate the beauty of the snow. A friend picked me up last night from Ohare and we stopped and had a bite to eat and a cocktail then I got dropped off at the Studio d.t. Jas and Ashley were here to welcome me with big hugs and a doobie (which after travelling all day was much needed). We talked for hours ate some popcorn and passed out!

Ashley is at my boob Dr. now having a consultation and I’m just getting my ass outta bed, gonna walk down to Starbucks and get some coffee to start my day and see what other kind of trouble I can get into along the way.

Jas and I are going to be in NY either this week or the next so if your out there and wanna party hit us up!